I decided to write about what I experienced when I started to develop my psychic abilities. A lot happened but I am picking just a handful of items to address at this time and will be broken up into three entries. Want to read the first one? Click here.
Here is the second entry in this three part series. Enjoy.
This is information that I have found to help me on my spiritual path. I do not claim any of this information to be my own techniques or lessons. I have given you a reference of books in order for you to read and make a decision for yourself. I am not claiming that this applies to every person or situation. Please read with an open heart and willing to find an answer on your own through the power of your own experience.
Anxiety around crowds, psychic poisoning, and being a bitch.
Yes, even spiritual teachers and beings can be a “Bitch” sometimes. It happens to the best of us. We get into our funky moods and rather than process the energy, and lesson around us, we take it out on others. Do not worry. This happens less and less as you start to process your own crap and understand that it happens when we allow other people’s problems to become our problem.
Anxiety was my real first issue when I started out on my spiritual journey. I did not like crowds. I did not know how to process the information that was being psychically sent to me through the power of other people. I did not know how to turn myself “off”. I really had to research techniques that would aid me with this problem.
- Clear your Chakras
- Ground and center your self
- Work on your own crap
- Mentally protect myself with a bubble of white light
Most of the time feeling anxiety in crowds is due to being over charged. You are taking in all this information and energy from other people and your body and spirit does not know how to release it in a positive way. A lot of times I simply had to give that energy back into the Earth. This is very helpful after reading for multiple people at a Psychic Fair or party.
Which leads me into the topic of psychic poisoning.
Yes this happens. You can take on so much energy that it makes you sick. So sick that you will develop flu like symptoms. When you devote all your time and energy in reading cards, using your psychic abilities, or doing magic, it can lead you to over exhausting or over charging yourself. How did I tackle this? Of course every good spiritual person wants to help as many people as they can but there is a limit. I had to find my limit of people I could read in a day and in a week. I could not go over that limit without suffering some crap consequences.
Now I am not saying that you will never be able to pass the limit that was set in the beginning. I am simply saying that it is best to find that magic number and stick to it for a while. Build up your spiritual chops. Try to listen to your body and spirit and see if you should go on. Most of the time your spirit guides will advise you that it is time to take on more clients or to back down.
Number one rule in all of this spiritual growth stuff is:
Take care of your wonderful self!
By doing this you will be able to receive information from the spirit/energy world and give clearer and precise answers to the questions being asked. If you are fully charged and up and running at excellent speed then the connection to the energy around you will be clear as well.
Until next time.